imlovinit`

2009-06-25T09:48:00.000-07:00

I FEEL NEGLECTED BY YOU.
MAYBE I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE THAT YOU'VE NEGLECTED?
i just want to know what happen.
why didn't you attend that lunch?
why are we so different from last time?
why why why why why why? D:

2009-06-17T09:59:00.000-07:00

QUEK CHEE YONG CAN YOU PLEASE WAKE UP AND TALK TO ME.
I DAMN NEED YOU HERE NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW TO TALK TO ME! CANT SEEM TO COOL MYSELF DOWN NOW.

2009-06-11T18:31:00.000-07:00

it has been a long time i haven't start talking/bitching about people in my blog. and yes, few hours before camp i am doing this because too bad i just can't take it.

TO YOU: whether or not i have a boyf, it is none of your business yeah?
just to clear the air, i don't have. and blogs are for me to rant. so fuck off if
you don't like it. i don't like people guessing.
if you really want to know, you can just ask me straight to my face.
i feel stalked you get it bitch?
let me be unreasonable for this time,
everyone can view my blog except you.
why? for the fact that i don't like you.
this is fucking clear cut. got it bitch?
plus, stop acting like you know everyone.
though i won't be so silly to call them up to ask whether they know you.
but yes, you are being damn silly to claim you know them.
BECAUSE THE WHOLE WORLD FUCKING KNOW YOU DON'T.
good joke eh.
just don't let me hear you self proclaiming you know someone else.
i will definately laugh till i drop.

and yes, camp is few hrs away. back to packing! toodles!

2009-06-07T00:23:00.000-07:00

if not of them, i really don't know how i can survive in dla. plus PQ and marcia! :D
some of my works though. something really new to me though. not the usual maths and science. plus f&n. tsktsk!
yayness! tomorrow meeting lala all. because titus gonna go NS soon. hohoho! and yes, its holidays now! dreading to go camp. ):
fri-mon. PLUS lim kai heng's birthday i'm in camp. how? :
i think i will miss talking to a few people during my camp. no mobiles allowed!
alright, going off now. toodles.
CANT WAIT FOR TOMORROW TO COME!

2009-06-04T07:21:00.000-07:00

it really hurts alot.

2009-06-03T08:35:00.000-07:00

I WANT TO GO FOR KL TRIP WITH CLASS. BUT IT CLASHES WITH OTC CAMP. AGAIN. IM GIVING THINGS UP FOR SJ AGAIN. I DIDN'T ATTEND SHARON'S WEDDING BECAUSE OF ANCO CAMP. NOW IM GIVING UP KL TRIP BECAUSE OF OTC CAMP. WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY ALWAYS LIKE THAT.
PLUS I FEEL STUPID. DAMN STUPID. SITTING THERE WAITING FOR YOUR REPLY THEN REALISE YOU'VE WENT OFFLINE. CHARMAINE TAN FOU FOU YOU ARE DAMN STUPID. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

2009-05-27T11:02:00.000-07:00

Sayang, 8)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
hahahahahhahahahahahahahaha

p/s: don't mind my crazyness.

2009-05-23T23:37:00.000-07:00

i swear, after so long, you're still the only one.

but i don't know how long will this go on.
i'm so sick and tired of it.
i don't like to hear your name.
i don't want to be reminded of you.
charmaine,wake up!

2009-05-22T08:43:00.000-07:00

just thought that secondary school life was so much better.
took this photo from lala.
i miss 512 so much.

2009-05-21T04:07:00.001-07:00

I MISS BOTH OF YOU.

well actually i miss many people. currently i'm super busy with school because of projects and more projects. can never sit down and rest. i guess this is poly life?
I'm not the only one who is busy,
he is also very busy. tsktsk. haven't been recieving songs + never see him online for quite awhile already.

Anyway, went to nee soon camp yesterday because of some NDP recording. ya. VOLUNTEERED myself like weeks ago to go for it because i thought its a wednesday and prolly all of them are working + i don't have school on wed. Turn out, so many people went :/ + lotsa work on hand to do. If i were to know he is going i wouldn't have go because he is much more higher rank than me. After that he say he want to find some pouch thingy, so went north point to walk around with gary then mac. sat have to go back nee soon camp for ndp again. sheesh. i hope i can submit everything tomorrow so i don't have work on hand to do on sat + sun. I NEED MY REST OKAY. since tues i haven't been sleeping well. slept for 3hrs on tues, 2hrs ystd. today idk how. Hope i can quickly finish everything. hahahaha.

LASTLY, I MISS COWARD WONG. ok random. toodles:D

2009-05-19T07:03:00.000-07:00

i think crystal and hongyao is @ auntie pauline's place playing mahjong because i heard the mahjong sound when i called crystal just now.
omggggg they went to try out the korean food there anddddd guess what, it has been monthsssssss since i've been to auntie pauline place. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
mahjonggggggggggggg. hand itchy! ):
Thanks to those ices i'm doing i got totally no time to even goooooo. ahhhhhhhhhhhhh.
wanted to go today with them! but went hortpark instead to do sketching. got no choice. ): friday is the date due.
DAMN, I THINK I NEED A LIFE. I WANT TO STOP DOING PROJECTS AND REST. ): i want mahjonggggg.
Wilson, when can we go over for bbq + mahjong? just 3 more weeks to holiday! yay!
i promise i will drop a tile again when the time is up. heh. :D
and won't drink when playing.
okay luh charmaine, START DOINGGGGG YOUR WORKKKK.
oh ya tomorrow going to nee soon camp. :/
bye.

2009-05-18T05:43:00.000-07:00

Not a good day today. Unhappy with designs and i tore it up. Tomorrow will go to the hort park after school and do my sketching. prolly joe's kitchen after that i hope. yum yum @ tom yam soup+pineapple rice+kang kong! :D
i miss mahjong. haha.
and and and and and and THE ONE called me like an hour ago, and scolded me for not going for the msia trip? FOR FUCK. firstly, i don't even know i have ndp when i first heard about it and was kind eager to go for the trip. so now i know it and im like skipping it. and she told me to be responsible to say that i am not going. SINCE WHEN I AM NOT RESPONSIBLE? DAMN, secondly, its not even her problem? fuck! just because she wants the air con room and because of the lack of man because im not going and she's not happy with it. and thirdly, she hasn't even confirm that she is going. so why care so much. the trip won't make a difference without me. its a 100plus people KKKL trip. i've been to the ECP gathering and kukup trip already. it is just so boring.
and when she scolded me, idk why i just cried.
dad said" it's just a holiday, why is she taking it so seriously? what for you cry?"
mum said" what for you cry, small things also cry."
then aunt called. she best. she says "next time tell her that you don't want to talk to her, no need to cry" omg, why did i even cry? =.= stupid THE ONE. want to just slap her.
IANNNNNNNNNNN faster finish work and come home. i want to ranttttttttttttt! ):
okay now, end of ranting.
toodles. haha

2009-05-12T08:04:00.000-07:00

TELL ME WHY I AM SO STUPID TO VOLUNTEER MYSELF FOR NDP? WHY AM I SO STUPID TO GO INTO LANDSCAPE ARCHITECTURE? WHY AM I SO STUPID TO GO FOR OFFICER COURSE. AM I STUPID OR IS LIFE SO HORRIBLE? I WOULD LOVE TO ENJOY WHAT IM DOING NOW BUT TIME WON'T LET ME BE. SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT TO DO PLEASE. ):

2009-05-09T22:10:00.000-07:00

So long my love.
I guess this is goodbye.

2009-05-03T07:52:00.000-07:00

I FUCKING FELL INTO THE LONG KANG @ THE BIRD PARK TODAY.
DAMN DUMB.

But seeing him makes my day.

love duck/xoxo

PS: @ AETOS family day i saw people shooting down rubber duckies.

2009-05-02T08:38:00.000-07:00

Guess everyone is aware of the latest AWARE saga.
OMG! i just realise i did flag day for AWARE like i think last year. For my CIP points. AWARE vote of No Confidence. See the news carefully, to me its more like of a like power hunger people fighting. Was wondering why even my school decide to let us do flag day for AWARE? sheesh. I mean all the saga, people definately will lose like damn much confidence for AWARE why would they even approach AWARE again? and and and and and talking about charity, look at REN CI hospital saga when ming yi fa shi misuse the money. Previously was NKF ? Mean, people do such stuff, how will the public have confidence in donating? We don't talk about donars here, even me when i do flag day i don't have the mood the carry on doing it. Because you don't know if they will misuse the money? This year while doing flag day, this uncle commented "What for give them where they are not doing anything?". Okay admit it, this uncle uses his ass to think. I mean, what he mean by not doing anything? hello i woke up early in the morning to move my ass down bishan to do such charity work and i walk like so damn far just to collect money and i have to see your kinda black fucking face. Don't donate done! For making such comments, if i wasn't in my sp shirt i would have already talk back like what i did to the bus stop uncle @ queensway! DAMN! But why should i blame them where there are people in the society misusing money donated by the public for their own stuff. Right?
Okay, you must be wondering why am i ranting? Actually i just feel very angry that i did flag day for AWARE. hahahahahah then it somehow link to the SP flag day that uncle.
Anyway BirdPark was great. had fun. Went swensan for dinner with nineone-ers. Pictures soon. my blog is so dead because i am super busy!
Alright, birdpark again tml! toodles people!

You used to shine so bright but i watched all of it fade,

2009-05-01T08:58:00.000-07:00

Nobody said it was easy.
No one ever say it would be this hard.
I am going back to the start where i started off with nothing.
No broken hearts, no shedding tears.
Only smiles, laughters and occasionally upset moments.
Running in circles, chasing our tails.
Hanging on seems to be an bad idea.
I know i'll be fine. I just need that lil comfort and time.
But I feel stucked.
Baby, its not your fault.
Only mine, for falling so deeply in love with you.
You used to lead me on,
as close as we were before, as far as we are now.
love duck. xoxo

2009-04-29T08:21:00.000-07:00

Dad was good to me today. He made cheese toast in the morning for me when i'm in bed and scoope a bowl of green bean soup at night. How i wish he will do this everyday for me. Not that i am pampered, just that i feel he hasn't been doing this for so long. (:
Anyway, i'm still doing ok in school. Drawings after drawings.
Yesterday went science center to watch the alps with DLA peeps. Just some school thingy and tomorrow at 2 we'll be going to sungei buloh for idk what purpose. ahha. then out with crystal.
Mum's car is still not ready, it is going to be a month without car! ): i'm soooooo not used to it. Mid-may the car will be coming. hohoho. can't wait.
Of all cars, avante. tsktsk. The 1.6 one. No sun roof. ):
9th may, 16th may and 20th may please come faster! i want to go nee soon camp and laugh at orki ! but no worries, i am v faithful to coward wong. hohohohohohohohoho!

okay luh im going off already. i hope i wont infect people with my contagious laughter. heeeeeee.
don't want another jalan kayu roti prata and staircase incident again. :D
bye!

As close as we were then,
as far as we are now.
As much as this won't change a thing.
It's like a photograph, a moment froze in time.
Those tired eyes and broken hearts,
baby i had enough.
Tears, disappointment, plans, hopes and dreams.
Seems like holding on makes one hard to move on.
But i thought you'll never leave?
No one ever make my heart stop like how you did.
I can no longer feel you here with me.

2009-04-23T21:06:00.000-07:00

Because i miss you, so much.
pig head.

2009-04-09T08:35:00.000-07:00

Now i know, i'm still the one you've always dote one. :D
yayness.

2009-03-29T08:28:00.000-07:00

Been so long since we've met.
But when we met, it was just that few minutes.
Am i no longer the one you used to dote on?
Am i no longer the one you used to share everything with?
I've already lost one. I can't imagine myself losing more of you guys.
We used to be so close.
I guess thats how the human race continues.
But its really difficult to move out of my own comfort zone where you guys though were all far apart but linked together in the heart.
Were the past just an illusion that i mistook it as facts,
or all along our relationship is already like that?
I rather believe everything was because we're moving on in our own lives and already starting to neglect than mistaking illusion as facts.
I just miss the old times so much.
Can i still be the one you dote so much on? (:

2009-03-28T04:07:00.000-07:00

A big hello to all. I know it has been a long time since i've blog a proper post. ahha. School is opening soon. ): The next stage of life: Polytechnic. Honestly, i don't really look forward to it. I don't really like my course? I did appeal to the course i want, but ya i failed my maths. Nevermind, i will try to love my course when time comes. (: Landscape Architecture. HOHOHO. I think nobody can accept the fact i'm inside. I honestly don't mind, just don't like. Well i look it in a way like at least im posted to the course in my 12 choice of JAE.Just FYI, LA is my 8th choice.

Anyway, for the past few days/weeks/months, i've been shopping shopping and more shopping. Though add in a lil of slacking at coffee cafe and also sjab stuff.
Talking about SJAB stuff, tomorrow is one of the many NDP training! I'm gonna help out! But tomorrow is also my OTC interview. oh mannnnnnnn. G6, here i comeeeeee! hahahahahaha i'm just trying not to think too much. If you ask me not to be nervous, its difficult. I think whatever interview is it, i'll be feeling the same. Job interview blablablabla...
Anyway uncle Victor is back but going back on the 6th. Heard daphne is coming back in june. hope to see all of them soon. sheesh.

2009-03-21T04:06:00.000-07:00

I realise i've changed. I didn't use to feel things this way.
Now i feel i'm being used.
After i've done what i'm suppose to do, i have to leave.
Have anyone ever ask me if i'm fine today? am i happy today? am i okay?
No, i'm not lonely.
I just don't like people around me to feel the same way as i do.
Enough of ranting.
Bye.

Just give me some space and time to be alone.

2009-03-16T10:41:00.000-07:00

MAYBE, i said MAYBE. Maybe i'm taking it all just too seriously.

2009-03-08T08:16:00.000-07:00

不能给彼此的一片天.

2009-02-19T08:18:00.000-08:00

To: lala

i hope you're seeing this.
just want you to know i'm here. always.

2009-02-14T14:24:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY!

alright, meeting for steamboat buffet later. woohoooooo.
then tomorrow meeting for ROC'09.
sheesh, guess more work and meetings coming up! tsktsk.

its always nice to know that there's someone behind you, supporting and comforting you.
being there for you always.
i know you won't be able to see this here.
but really thank you very much. (:
though one day you will marry someone and step into another part of your life and everything will change, this ties will never break.
Thank you so much. (:

2009-02-13T05:59:00.000-08:00

I AM HOOK-ED ON FORENSIC HEROS 2. HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
must thank mr toh jun ren for introducing the website. hahaha
okay and i must apologise to mr quek chee yong for hmmm, neglecting.
because of the drama he keep scolding me idiot because i never reply! hahahaha. SORRY mr quek! but i'm just hooked on it luhhhhh. tough to stop okay.

okay, my life now is all about shopping shopping and more shopping. oh mannnnnn.
and my sony phone is giving way too much trouble that i have to go down SE cust serv for 4 times! the best part is the 2nd time when i go down, they told me 2 days after i can collect my phone. i recieved the sms too. and so, i went down! and thennnnnnnnnnnn the best part of the whole thing is, THE PHONE IS NOT DONE. IT IS STILL HAVING THE SAME PROBLEM! i really doubt if they really did repair my phone or just update software.
At the customer service center, there was this board saying i *se logo* great service. i really really think they should reaccess their slogan. great service? HAH!
Back to the story, so i send in my phone for repair again. the third time. See how irritating it is?! and its not like their service is so good. i love SE phone okay. previous SE phones i used, is really fantastic. no problem at all. but this k850i, you can see the difference between the good and the worst to the extreme. ok so they told me is the LCD problem and they dont have stock now so i have to wait for 2 weeks and i will get it before christmas! NONSENSE. THEY DONT DO WHAT THEY PROMISE. FUCK IT. not even responsible to call to say that i will have to wait longer. i waited 3 weeks-a month! fuck it fuck it! New year eve i went down to ask. Didn't know that it was half day work, me,crystal and hy still went in. the manager was.........idk what to say. i was just very unsatisfied. great service? bullshit. not like as if im unreasonable. i send it in for likeeeeeeeeeee 4 times already. im just irritated that this phone which is still within its warranty date is giving so much problem! They dont even want to change the phone for me! then i got the phone back.
and just 3 days back, the phone went dead again. fuck. 4th time. irritated, i went back. the lady name roselyn, she was great. patient and understanding. this is what i call great service. despite being shouted at and getting scolded, she stay calm and explain it to me. unlike the manager.
she can even understand the fact that SE DON'T DO WHAT THEY PROMISED LIKE GIVING BACK MY PHONE 2 WEEKS LATER BEFORE CHRISTMAS. if they actually call and tell me i have to wait longer, i wouldn't be soooooooooooo angry.
okay, sooo the 4th time they change the mother board. i hope no problems! :D
This is a really bad experience at SE cust serv center @ wisma.
If the phone give me more problems despite a change of motherboard, tata. i'd enough. case it shall be. mark my words.

alright, gotta go.
with love.

you come and go with a loud silence.

2009-02-07T22:21:00.000-08:00

你的不告而别,

2009-02-06T05:30:00.000-08:00

MANNNNN,
WHERE'D YOU GO,
I MISS YOU SOOO.
IT SEEMS LIKE FOREVER,
BECAUSE YOU WENT OFF WITHOUT SAYING. ):

why are we like distance apart?

2009-02-03T06:05:00.000-08:00

It's just too tough to believe that even best friends are hard to trust.
They'll leave you when you're in need
and come to you when they're in need.
my-best-friends.

2009-02-02T06:05:00.001-08:00

In the end, everybody ends up alone.
We are all seperated into different school.
lets just be grateful and glad.

2009-01-29T08:04:00.000-08:00

The hearts are cold. says:
if can transfer fat
The hearts are cold. says:
i give you some okay
Cy™; getting fat!!! =/ says:
dun wan
The hearts are cold. says:
WHY?!
Cy™; getting fat!!! =/ says:
too much fat
Cy™; getting fat!!! =/ says:
unhealthy
The hearts are cold. says:
nabey. =/
Cy™; getting fat!!! =/ says:
hahaha
Cy™; getting fat!!! =/ says:
u forever kena own by me
The hearts are cold. says:
urghhhhhh
The hearts are cold. says:
only you
The hearts are cold. says:
and you
The hearts are cold. says:
always!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ASS!

2009-01-27T09:46:00.000-08:00

been long since i've officially updated my blog. hohoho.
but firstly, HAPPY MOO MOO YEAR EVERYONE! with love. (:

and as usual, i let my pictures tell the story. you know typing is taxing. heh heh heh.
and i'm damn ultra super tired X92y36474984598 okayyyy. i'm also gonna upload it on fb.
First day, chu yi!
Went gramps place. got frightened by casey. hmmm as usual.
then everyone came. :D ethan too! darling ethan boy. (:

then went off to temple but it was hmm, o-v-e-r c-r-o-w-d-e-d. okay. then off to dad's side.
audrey, mum, her bro all there. great! (:
then esmond's whole family came over.

Second day, Chu er! (today)
Dad and mum's wedding anniversary.
Went over to colin's place and steamboat all the way.

okay, busy day. time to rest! :D
with lotsa love.

ps: DUCK IS SUPER HUNGRY NOW.

2009-01-22T07:26:00.000-08:00

I had enough!
YOU FUCKING BITCH.

2009-01-16T09:01:00.000-08:00

I'm not as strong as i always thought i am.
the accident told me so.

2009-01-04T04:55:00.000-08:00

fifth death anniversary.
i just miss you so much.

2009-01-01T08:25:00.000-08:00

I understand the dead won't come back.
but, i miss you so much.
3 more days.

2008-12-30T08:30:00.000-08:00

when i read eunice blog on missing secondary school life, now i miss it so much.
We've been through so much as a class. Scoldings, lectures, lessons, happiness, tears, fights and even quarrels. Throwing of chairs, jokes and even more! I guess there's nothing else more that i could ever ask for but my beloved 512.
I remembered disliking the merge during sec4 as we had so much fun together in sec 3. But after spending time together, having fun, got lectures and stuff, i'm beginning to love it to bits and pieces.
Now that everyone is going to be seperated, i feel weird. Its really a strange feeling. Its really sour. somehow i just didn't want everyone to move on and to be seperated. i wish time can just stop here. But in life, we move on. This is reality. ):
We spend 2 years together and some even 3. Althought i often say that i'm super happy to leave that dog school, but afterall i spend 5 years there. Its tough to say good-bye.
I will never ever forget my beloved 512.
i'll end off this post with a picture.

The little-est things that we share,
this will never end.

2008-12-29T09:46:00.000-08:00

Really, spare me this time round.
I'm tired and i'd enough.
I just want to move on.
so just,
leave me alone.
i've promise back in time i will.
so just let it be.
I've got no more energy to continue on this tough journey.

2008-12-26T06:54:00.000-08:00

Maybe you should just leave me alone.

I think i'll do better without you.

2008-12-20T23:08:00.000-08:00

I MISS CAMP. I MISS NINEONE-ERS. I MISS CHOU BA GUAI. I MISS RAINBOW CLUBBERS. I MISS NCOC. I MISS DILIGENCE.
next up: bbq, meetings, chalet, charity fair then POC. hoho.
i am super super super super busy. but before getting busy, i'm slacking!
BECAUSE NOW, I'M JOBLESS. AHHAAHAHAHA
work for like less than a month. then nothing to do already so jobless! :D
meeting up with girlfriends on tues! like finally ever since everyone started working!
yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! :D
AND NOW, FINALLY. SOCCER TIME! WOOHOOOOOOO.
i've stop watching soccer matches since like when i start to mug for olvls! hahahahaha been at least 4-5 months okay!
finally, got the time to even sit down in front of the telly to watch!
going off for dinner soon. getting ready. toodles! :D

2008-12-17T08:18:00.001-08:00

left with only a few words to express.
nothing beats having to hold your hand.
long enough for hair to turn grey,
but i've promised back in time i will let go.
i will.

2008-12-06T02:41:00.000-08:00

I KIND OF FELL INTO A STREAM ON THE WAY TO BUKIT TIMAH NATURE RESERVE FROM MACRITCHE RESERVIOUR. AND I AM SUFFERING FROM BAD ABRASION.
I AM IN PAIN. HA-HA.
believe it or not?

2008-11-23T06:48:00.000-08:00

The more perfect it goes, the bigger the backfire power there will be.

I'm back from my cyprus turned kukup trip! ah fuck damn it.
was suppose to go cyprus before andreas turn 18! but tickets and stuff not book or anything. Actually i'm quite pissed because people promise to go cyprus! but, idk for what reason, she didn't mention anything. Thus, my cyprus trip turned to a BORING kukup trip.
Seriously, the whole kukup trip is uber boring until i got nothing to do and only shoot pictures.
AND AND AND AND AND AND people, please start playing mahjong. ahhahaha i've lost touched with mahjong, because the last time i ever touch mahjong was at wilson house i think 2-3 years ago. i remembered me, terrence and pakmeng stayed over to play mahjong and also watch the count down.
In kukup, is either you sing karaoke or play mahjong. lost in mahjong though sheesh. which is like duh! the other kakis are like so experienced and matured. my mum's age lehhhhh. how to win! hahahaha!

I didn't really get to enjoy partially also because i'm down with this stupid bad flu with symptoms all in and i'm also coughing like fuck!

This weather is really really bad man. and AS USUAL, weather always affect my temper.
i am so grumpy now! but i'm gonna sleep soon.

i'm gonna upload prom pics and also kukup pics. ahha
just bear with me okay. because they will tell you story. :D

2008-11-19T13:55:00.001-08:00

now its 6am! everyone's lying down on the bed except me. oh btw, i'm at lala's house. hahahahaha! 19nov night was prom. took many many many many many many pictures. will post it up when i'm done with it. hahahhaha :DDDDDD
i got 2 blister on my toes now. CRAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP !!!!

2008-11-17T00:58:00.000-08:00

happy 17th birthday to me

Thank you so much to those who wished me.
First on the list:

My darling cousin Ian! :D

Next up on the list will be BOINK , LALA , JOANNA, SWEESIANG TORTO, ZOE, ELMO, CHRISTIE, LIMKAIHENG, FANNY, CHEE YONG, JUNREN, KENNY, MDM WANLING, SARAH, EUNICE.
liangkoon, noelle, andre, eileen, crystal, hong yao, yong jie, eleena, kahsing aka kahcheng, jiayi, yinmun, vera, wilson, chloe, maam gen, maam siti, nicholas, GABRIEL, edwin, sumin, kimberly, lyndia.
thank you so much darlings. :D
those that i didn't mention i love you all too! :DDDDDDDD heh.
too much to mention. Shall enjoy my day!
2 sad case, i'm having sore throat &&&& my phone is under repair! swayyyyyyyy~ ):

2008-11-14T07:26:00.000-08:00

I SHOULD HAVE KNOW THAT WAS TEMPORARY.

why did i still walk into it?

2008-11-11T07:27:00.000-08:00

Sentosa's picture!

i want to upload more. but the files are huge in sizeeeeeee. so haha too bad. only one picture.
sentosa was fun. but some stuff is just so mood spoiler. =/
nevermind! :D
but i've got no mood to update any longer. so toodles.

i swear i'll be a better man.

2008-11-10T02:41:00.000-08:00

i've tried my mighty best to put it all behind.

But nothing change.

2008-11-09T08:22:00.000-08:00

I AM UBER EXHAUSTED.

ncoc ystd, sentosa today.
library tomorrow. Last paper on the 11th tuesday.

then followed by my big day then prom.
sheesh. i am exhausted to the max of the max.
sentosa was great! had lotsa fun.
just that i didn't have the mood to enjoy everything.
sheesh, i think i am the youngest there. alamak.
allright, i can't take it i am super uber tired and shagged.
update soon with pictures for sentosa.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

/ because everything that we are, aren't everything.

2008-11-04T02:53:00.000-08:00

SERIOUSLY I'M JUST SO FUCKING PISSED.

Firstly, f&n just suck balls!
Secondly, people who claim to be my bestfriend or whatever, just move on with your life. i am not interested to do or say anything much.
Thirdly, DON'T DO ONTO PEOPLE WHAT YOU DON'T WANT PEOPLE TO DO ONTO YOU.
Fourthly, Its time to reflect upon yourself. Because let me tell you. i did mine already.
Do i deserve to be lied at? If you love to lie so much, go lie to your whoever i don't care. All i can say, you found a wrong person to lie to.
Lastly, watch your words. If you can say such stuff about me, i can see how good your family upbringing is. How ironic. Talking about people's family, trying to flaunt how good your family upbringing is. At the end of the day, your words betrayed you. Everything backfired.

I'm just so fucking pissed off okay.
and i'll make this clear, i wouldn't let anything/anyone affect my Os.
Anyway, just one paper left.

TO: MUM, DAD, CHRISTIE, BOINK, LALA, ZOE, ELMO, FANNY, JO, CY, MIC, KH.
THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR BEING THERE FOR ME, TOLERATING MY TEMPER AND BEING A GREAT LISTENING EAR OVER THIS TOUGH AND IMPORTANT PERIOD OF MY LIFE- THE BIG Os. NOW Os IS GOING TO BE OVER SOON! WOOHOOO.

i'm lazy to tag back so yeah,
to Jo & audrey: thanks alot. (:
to yh: 11th nov. ending already. :D

2008-10-31T08:43:00.000-07:00

SO TELL ME,
HOW DO I MOVE ON WHEN I'M STILL IN LOVE WITH YOU?
TWO YEARS HAVE PASSED, IM STILL HERE.
RIGHT HERE, NOT MOVING.
NOT A SINGLE STEP.

2008-10-30T09:18:00.000-07:00

To: duck.

I THOUGHT I COULD TURN TO YOU.
i was so wrong.

i just read your blog.
now i know what exactly happen.
why didn't you tell me?
i thought you know that i'm always here to listen?
i'm having stupid moodswings.

how am i suppose to tell you that i was wrong about you.
i would rather you blow your top at me
instead of giving in to me.
i know you controlled you temper.
i know you wouldn't blow your top at me.
but i would rather you do so.

i blame myself for being so insensitive to you.
i blame myself for only wanting you to be there for me,
and blaming you for not being there.

i'm really sorry.
i just so stressed up.
i'm bursting.
idk who to turn to.
i knew i could turn to you.
but i was insensitive.
i'm sorry.
tears just flow. i can't control.
just so stressed up.

But i've all along regarded you as my best friend.
And will always be.
i just hope now you'll be allright.
and cheer up!

2008-10-29T23:05:00.001-07:00

I tried so hard to be here for you.
But you took me as if i'm a fool.
I told myself i should be the first one to wish,
to prove that i'm sincere.
It backfired.
I'm not the one.

2008-10-25T04:09:00.000-07:00

I'll be someone better without you.

2008-10-16T07:04:00.000-07:00

How the fucking hell can i make you see it?

2008-10-12T06:43:00.001-07:00

This is definately the first time,
but prolly the last time i'm saying this.
i really miss you badly.
happy belated.
i wished you on the day itself.
but i wonder if you saw it.
:D

2008-09-30T08:53:00.000-07:00

It has been a while since i've added a blog entry.
been uber busy with prelims and Olevel.

i really miss those days when you're still around.
we would have christmas party on the eve and stay till 25th to open up the presents
and shaked hands with everyone greeting merry christmas.
i miss those days when rascal chase me around the house.
now that even rascal is gone.
This year is the 5th year that you're gone.
i miss you alot.
next year would be you 6th death anniversary.
I've got too much to say to you.
life still goes on..

Olevels are coming real soon. and i can't wait for it to be over. it will be 11th november.
few days before my birthday! heeeeeeee.
sorry, i can't wait!
and talking about birthday!
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO CPL ESMOND TAN!
AND HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO ZIHUI!
LOVE! :D

2008-09-23T07:50:00.000-07:00

i miss you.
but things aren't the same.

2008-09-18T07:05:00.000-07:00

It's been ages since I've add another blog entry. haha
tomorrow is my last prelim paper. combine science paper 1. i just want to be done with all this fucked up exams and i'm done with my secondary school. I WANT TO GRADUATE FROM THE DOG SCHOOL ASAP! can't stand any second longer in the dog school. after Os, i've got nothing to do with the dog school anymore! wohoooooooo!
can't believe how i even manage to stay in the dog school for 5 years! must have been a miracle. :D Seriously, its humilating to hear people blowing whistle to sorta catch students for their misbehaviour. Even dogs don't deserve to be whistled at okay! Dogs are man bestfriend. Althought i'm afraid luh except for my neighbour's 2 chiwawa cookie and muffin, they are just so adorable. :D I think the only person in the dogs school that i really really respect is mr chua, the DM. He is strict and fierce. But he can be good too! :D
Left a month more before i officially graduate from the dog school! :D

If I had the money honey would you love me, love me, love me...

2008-09-04T00:48:00.000-07:00

Shadows fill an empty heart

As love is fading,

from all the things that we are

but are not saying.

Can we see beyond the scars

and make it to the dawn?
This broken heart can still survive
with a touch of your grace.

What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?

What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

before its too late-

2008-09-02T09:07:00.000-07:00

HELLO! HAHA.
okay! i want to annouce something!
prolly annouce its a too formal word to use. but fuck it, i don't care. :D
i want to say: i just went swimming. ha-ha no luh just kidding. =.= (familiar?- jo & crystal)
okay back to topic,
i want to say: I WON'T BE USING BLOGGER SO OFTEN ALR.
i want to try out other blogsites. which is prolly better? haha. we'll see how.
so yeah, can still continue tagging i'll still be back to check. but not that often already.
mugging for Os! busy manxzxzxzxz!

and it all leads to the word- love.

2008-08-26T06:29:00.000-07:00

It just seems like longing for you to be here with me has already become part of my life.
Forgive me.
How much i'd wanted you to treat me like how you'd used to.
Forgive me.
You brought me up and crush me real down.
I just want to keep our memories deep down inside.

2008-08-25T07:28:00.000-07:00

I was that fool. A fool for you.

2008-08-21T05:38:00.000-07:00

so much that i ever wanted.
I, can only reminisce our past.
seems like something's just not the same.
it isn't as easy as i thought.
also, it wasn't as tough as i imagined this whole damn thing to be.
you feel like a million miles away.
it'll all get better in time. (:

2008-08-20T07:28:00.000-07:00

I FUCKING SCREWED UP MY ENGLISH OLEVEL ORAL. DARN.

i need your loving hands to come pick me up.
the stars are holding you tonight.

2008-08-19T07:35:00.000-07:00

My heart ache, for the last time.

(i swear, it's the last time.)

2008-08-17T06:24:00.000-07:00

TODAY WE CELEBRATE LIL ETHAN'S FIRST MONTH!
the star of the day! :

see my lil darling, he melted my heart okay! :D
he's an apple in everyone's eye.
okay then we had fun today too! :D

okay, thats how i spend my day.
BABY ETHAN IS LOVE! :D

2008-08-14T07:30:00.000-07:00

Love,

Started as a flicker meant to be a flame.

Skin has gotten thicker but it burns the same.

Still a baby in a cradle got to take my first fall.

Baby’s getting next to nowhere with a back against the wall.

You meant to make me happy, make me sad.

Want to make it better better so bad.

But save your resolutions for your never new year.

There is only one solution I can see here.

2008-08-13T04:11:00.000-07:00

HELLO TWO FACE BITCH.
WHY DO YOU LOVE TO ATTRACT ATTENTION SO MUCH?
LAST YEAR OF SECONDARY SCHOOL ALREADY STILL WANT PLAY CHILDISH ALL.
HAHA, IM PRETTY SURE YOU'LL COME HERE AND READ.
DON'T ASK ME ME IF I'M REFERING TO BECAUSE IT IS DEFINATELY YOU. :D
BETRAY HERE, BACKSTAB THERE. HAHA.
YOUR BEAUTIFUL SECRET WILL DEFINATELY BE LEAKED OUT.
I'M VERY SURE YOU'LL END UP WITH NOTHING.
PITY THAT YOU'RE SO STUPID TO THINK NOBODY KNOWS. HA-HA.
NO, I SHOULD PITY MYSELF. PITY MYSELF TO HAVE SUCH FUCKING GOOD FRIEND.
PITY MYSELF TO THINK THAT YOU'RE SOMEONE SO NICE.
TO STAB EVERYONE AT THE BACK. TO BETRAY. BECAUSE YOU CAN'T AFFORD TO LOSE ANY FUCKING ATTENTION SHOWN TO YOU. :D GOOD LUCK THEN. HAVE FUN SHOWING YOUR TRUE COLOURS SLOWLY SLOWLY. BYE.

2008-08-09T05:28:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
(plus kelly!)

i spend my whole day packing my room! pathetic enough. darn.
didnt go to marina to watch the fireworks.
i miss CW WONG so much so much so much.
it has been three years since i last saw him.
and some TAK GLAM things that happen luh. haiyo. haha.
to some of us, he is known as coward wong. :DDDDD
and only a few of us know why he's named coward wong.
i remember this incident :
sarah: charmaine, don't turn okay.
charmaine: why? tell me why!
sarah: just don't turn luh!
charmaine: why?!
( charmaine turns, he was just behind. )
charmaine : wah, so tall sial. *stunned face*

that was 2 years ago. heeee.
STILL GOT MANY TAK GLAM INCIDENT LORH. OMG.
but i got to know new friends like yuxian and weilun. haha.
and the ask me take water one! haha.
and SOTONG! HAHAHA
gees. i just miss them alot.
ESP COWARD WONG. :D
allright im going off to sleep! toodles.

you're my gramaphone rhapsody, hero.

2008-08-08T08:09:00.000-07:00

tomorrow is singapore's 43rd birthday!
happy birthday singapore! hohoho!
so today was the celebration. had parade in the morning.
everything was just screwed. but yeah, whatever. ITS OFFICIALLY OVER NOW! WOOHOOO!
i'm dead beat. after parade, went to watch the interclass soccer.
i was late for the frisbee competition! tsktsk.
BAIK AH 512!
512 BOLEH! WOOHOOOOO
5, dozen won double. the frisbee competition and the soccer interclass.
BASKET, SEE WHO DARE SAY OUR CLASS CANNOT MAKE IT. FUCK! SLAP YOUR MOUTH! BAIK AH 512! WOOHOOOOOOO.

the soccer players: Jumaat, Radi, Patrick, Isman, Wira, Jeremy, Daren, Yan xiang and Titus! :D

and okay, after the match, went home.
and blablaballbabalbala.
met up with YIK(star). haha. then walk around, eat.....
then went bugis meet up with YONGJIE. 0_.

and now here i am, talking to many people.
fuck, i can't stand some childish boyyyy. FUCK!
and girls. okay. bye!

2008-08-06T07:31:00.000-07:00

THE FEELING OF GETTING BACKSTABBED AND BEING USED IS JUST SO PERFECT.

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR HURTING ME.

CHAO BABI.

2008-08-05T06:22:00.000-07:00

ANGRY ANGRY, VERY ANGRY. SUPER ANGRY.
MY GOOD MOOD WAS RUIN RUIN RUIN RUIN RUIN RUIN.

2008-08-04T07:34:00.000-07:00

HYPROCRITES/TWO-FACED FUCKERS SHALL JUST ROT AND BURN IN HELL! DARN.
you'll never know when the closest to you will just turn their back towards you.
it is just too bad that people hates you.
seriously, i can easily find more than a dozen of reasons to detest you and yet i can't find even a single reason to like you.
i don't give a fucking damn because i know you will read all these words i'm typing here.
i don't give a fuck even if you want to go tell other people.
i don't care if you're gonna put words into my mouth.
seriously, you want to go twist and turn your words and facts, it just prove how stupid you are.
I DARE SAY YOU'RE STUPID.
you want sympathy? i'll definately give you all man.
you like to twist and turn facts right? sure.
twist all you want. i'm waiting for karma. ha-ha.
i'm just giving face here. so, mind your actions.
and people, mind your hygiene. BRUSH YOUR TEETH AND COMB YOUR HAIR
before talking . mind you, you got bad breathe. :D
you should reflect upon yourself before even commenting on people.
if you need a mirror, i can sponser you. a big piece. but its a mirror that don't talks.
at this moment, thats all i have to say.
i'm making this super clear to you.

2008-08-03T21:01:00.000-07:00

firstly, i would like to wish CHEE YONG, another duck a happy seventeenth birthday! :D

yesterday, went to nurul's birthday party! thanks for the invitation! :D
before that, went vivo to buy her birthday present!
someone whom I HATE HER PRESENCE was there.
but fuck, i don't care. :D so yeah. mood was spoilt. nevermind.
so went on finding present for nurul. :D pictures :

and then went off to grandma's place. ate dinner.
chit-chatted. then off to serangoon.
dad's god-mum's place.
home-d after that. idk why, but i just so tired. exhausted. super duper.

and, ETHAN! :D new member of the family.

a smile for joy.
toodles.

2008-07-29T06:25:00.000-07:00

my quest for the blood donation was unsuccessful because i've got small veins and the nurse say it will be easily bruise so she wouldn't let me go through it. I AM DAMN SAD OKAY because i can't do the blood donation. why oh why oh why? ):

A smile of joy arrives in me
You taught my heart, a sense I never knew I had.

2008-07-28T06:53:00.000-07:00

MY HAIR WAS IN A MESS. DON'T ASK ME WHY BECAUSE IDK. HEEEEE.
and oh! tomorrow is BLOOD DONATION.
im actually quite afraid.
because i've got needle phobia. oh fuck.
but its to help like so many people!
soooooo NEVERMIND! donating blood is good! :D
SO PEEPOL, DONATE YOUR BLOOD IF YOU CAN.
YOU WILL HELP MANY MANY MANY OTHER PEEPOL! :D

angel in disguise.
you promise we'll compromise.
one step at a time.

2008-07-25T07:49:00.000-07:00

they are my sunshine,
my only sunshine.

2008-07-22T07:20:00.000-07:00

waking up i see that everything is okay.
the first time in my life and now its so great.
slowing down i looked around and i am so amazed.
i think about the little things that make life great.
i found a place so safe, not a single tear.
the first time in my life and now its so clear.
it's so strong and now i let myself be sincere.
It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming.
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling.
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry.
This innocence is brilliant,
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away,
I need you now

2008-07-21T03:40:00.000-07:00

Maybe we're torn apart.

allrighty. haha!
the past few days i was super duper lazy to blog.
i was really very lazy.
yesterday, was a very different sunday. very very different.
how different? simple.
before tuition as i wanted to get out of my house asap,
i asked jasper out to ikea to have hot-dog bread. :D
and then he asked liangkoon. so ended up 3 of us went to eat. haha!
thinking of those days when we have to stay very long at tuition, so during our break time, we would go ikea to have our hot-dog buns. haha. out with them was fun though.
hear them talk and a lil scribble. GEES. everything they say though you don't know who they're talking about but it seriously is funny. :D and yeah, while walking out of ikea with hot-dog buns and drinks on our hands, it rained okay. omg. salted hot-dog buns and my ice lemon tea. haha :D
and today, after school mum called me and guess what?!
BABY ETHAN WAS BORN! :D
WELCOME BABY ETHAN, OUR NEW FAMILY MEMBER. CONGRATS COUSIN! :D
i'll upload baby ethan's photo if i get to take a shoot okay? omg.
he'll be sooooooooooooo cute! :D
allright, gotta go nowwwwwwww.
toodles peepol! :D
I WANT MY PAPER BAG! :D

2008-07-17T06:33:00.000-07:00

> you make me fall so deep down.

2008-07-15T07:47:00.000-07:00

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder
Say it again for me
It`s like the whole world stops to listen

2008-07-14T05:53:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO MY BESTER BESTIE YALING BOINKBOINK, SARAH.
her name is sarah for a certain reason. jayme knows it well. :D

i've used about 5 packets of tissue today thanks to my running nose!
its dropping okay? so small already yet still keep running! GEES.
I WAS CHASED BY THE DAMN BLOODY SMALL LIZARD IN CLASS TODAY,
SO I DIDNT DO MY SOCIAL STUDIES TEST. great?
tomorrow is listening compre for olevel mother tongue.
REMEMBER TO DIG YOUR EARS PEEPOL. HAHA :D

i'm lazy to you know, tag my own board.
so i will use my entry to reply! :D
shanice: haha! thanks for dropping by. :D
tanchangyi: THANK YOU LUH. :D
bf: haha, my sis did it for me.
joanna: always eat nice food?

okay, nothing much to blog about anyway.
my noseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. urgh! bye!

> baby, i don't want to miss anything.
you're making me walk on egg-shells.
i just miss you so. a lot.

2008-07-13T07:11:00.000-07:00

firstly,
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TO SAMUEL THE BIRD &
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO PEIWEN!

okay, so yeah today went to have dinner @ beng tin(if that's how it's spelled).
im having this sickening flu so yeah, pictures will tell the story. :D

love you all. :D

okay now, i'm super sleepy.
the flu tablet is making me sleepy. hahaha.
nighty toodles. more pictures will be updated when kim send it to me.

2008-07-10T06:58:00.000-07:00

no, i'm not so kind.
i can only give you 1 word: childish.
if you see this, you can come ask me about it.
i don't mind. since i dare to write it down, i dare you to come ask me.
i shall open my eyes big enough to see.
we shall all see the good shows coming up.
and just a warning:

DON'T ASSUME THINGS PEOPLE.

GET CONCRETE EVIDENCE BEFORE OPENING YOUR
MOUTH.

IF YOU DON'T HAVE EVIDENCE, SHUT THE GAP UP.

if you don't know anything, dont act as if you know all.
people will only hate you.
you just love to gain sympathy, ha-ha.
i can't believe i'll be saying all these here.
if anyone wants to comment on this post or whatever,

i urge you to read the post more than twice,

before opening your gap and start talking craps.

it only gives people an impression of yourself being too shallow,

naive, disrespectful

and lastly, PATHETIC.
i've said my piece. the rest is up to your brain to go think about it and your mouth whether to keep it shut or to talk like as if you know it all.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
BYE.

2008-07-09T06:55:00.000-07:00

AT THIS RATE, I CAN OFFICIALLY SAY I CAN'T TAKE THIS FUCKING CRAPS ANYMORE.
I'LL NOT GO BONKERS BUT I'M JUST GETTING FUCKING IRRITATED.
what's with talking? can't i choose my language?
what's with screaming your lungs out? can i?
what's with all these crap? can i vent my anger too?
i'm also finding people to vent my anger on.
ITS JUST SIMPLE ENOUGH : treat me the way you want me to treat you.
thats the only one fucking thing i've been following.
looks like you don't know me well.
my Os are definately more important. :D
bye!

My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you ' or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do

2008-07-08T06:45:00.000-07:00

i fucking screwed up my oral.
NEVERMIND ITS OVER.
i see many people screwing up too.
so nevermind what the heck.
guess i'm just comforting myself.
FUCKING ORAL IS OVER! :D
and, who is - ?
seeing us like that?
what like that like that?
please state your name if you want to tell me something.
thank you very much. (:

uncle victor is back on friday! :D
but going back soon! ):
i miss daphne & andreas!

there's nothing much to blog about anyway.
so yeah toodles.

while looking up in the sky,
thoughts of you came into my mind.
i'll miss you like i always do.
xoxo

2008-07-07T07:05:00.000-07:00

BECAUSE I PROMISE I WILL.
WILL YOU BE HERE AGAIN FOR ME?

2008-07-05T01:53:00.000-07:00

> you've got more than 3 faces.

me, LALA & azy went for the soundwave (12 to 12) concert yesterday.
it was held at the esplanade.
okay, the show was superb!
fantastic oh my... :D
as usual, pictures will tell story.

okay, there are just somethings that i can't take it.
if people start blaming,
PLEASE REFLECT BEFORE BLAMING.
naturally, it always takes two hands to clap.
bye!

2008-07-03T04:46:00.000-07:00

> thought you would have come for me.

hello! haha.
allright currently, my mouse is kind of giving me problems.
so i'll just use my keyboard to navigate.
this is really sickening. I NEED TO DO MY FUCKING COURSEWORK YET MOUSE ISN'T FUNCTIONING WELL. PERFECT TIMEING! ROAR. SHIT YOU!
sigh. allright, i'm like thinking of changing a new skin!
although i love dino but i think its getting a lil childish. gees. :D
should act more like my age. =X
kevin said my blog is childish okay with the dino all.
but i love dino! haha. :D im kind of bored with this skin too so yeah! C-H-A-N-G-E! :D
okok, im going out for dinner now.
toodles

2008-07-02T07:24:00.000-07:00

HELLO people.
it has been a long time since i've blog.
not really long just a week?
i've been really busy this week.
monday went for f&n practical. didn't went well though.
i don't want to talk about it because its bloody hell over.
its the start of QSST! i'm like in almost all the QSST?
maths, bio, social studies...
i've yet to complete my coursework.
you see, so many things not done and i don't have the mood now!
its like, everyone have their own problems but do they show?
its like you show nevermind, don't you have to get over it?
i don't have mood for anything, i don't show it out?
i don't hide my feelings. it's obvious i'm a straightforward person.
you may say its a 见仁见智的问题. but i just feel it this way.
i've lotsa to whine about but now i'm so sleepy.
have to stay back everyday.
even if i'm not physically tired, i'm definately mentally tired.
sleeping is mandatory! get it? get it? :D
GOOD NIGHT! :D

2008-06-25T03:58:00.000-07:00

> it'll all get better in time.

tell me i'm lying to myself.
tell me i'm paranoid.
tell me what i'm thinking is wrong.
damn you. shit you.
excuses are lies.
it's lies that we live in.
but i know, i'm not wrong this time.

BYE

2008-06-24T07:27:00.000-07:00

> an arm length away.

you know, when my passion turns to hate,
its like i'm hating what i once used to be so passionate about.
i always thought "the saving life" feeling is so good. it is still.
but somehow, things really do change as time goes by.
its a feeling that i can't control.
i'm very sure this isn't a 三分钟热度 kinda thing,
just that things happen with unwelcome guest passing by. people always say things happen for a reason.
so, am i just being too paranoid or thinking i'm a perfectionist?
thinking that i want everything to be so perfect or am i really just thinking too much?
at this point of time, will there still be any impact for words i've said?
my words once used to.
okay charmaine, stop whining here.
:D bye!

2008-06-20T08:47:00.000-07:00

to update more pictures :D

> tears and laughters brought us thus far.

2008-06-19T03:59:00.000-07:00

> matters most to me.

went to zoo on the 18. (:
and got stucked in the rain for about an hour in the zoo. WASTE MY TIME.
but well, still enjoyed myself.
went with jo,denise and shanice.
i'm just tooooooo tired and lazy so,
LET THE PICTURES TALK PEEPOL! :D

i thought too highly of myself.
i thought i could change your mind.
i thought you would have go.
i've got no one to blame except myself.
i know you don't like school,
and i thought you could have go at least once.
but i just meant well.
the cause of the disappointment you gave was actually my naive thinking.
thinking you would change your mind.
are you too stubborn to heed or am i the one who thought too highly?

I MISS MR LUM WEIXING.
HA-HA

2008-06-15T08:30:00.000-07:00

just recovered from my gastric flu still feel bloated though. tsk.
had so much fun today.
went over kevin's place to play drums and guitar and the mic which can sing the song.
hohoho. wonderwall i got 100% :DDDDDD
the drums and guitar i almost died! nevermind.
woohooooooooooooooo. fun! :D
tuesday meeting up with sumin of a sneak preview for a movie. idk what.
wednesday going zoo.
thursday having a dinner and guess in the morning have to go buy presents. :D
ahahahahahhaa ian can't go. hahahahahahaha work work work.
friday, sat & sun idk what to do.
thennnnnnn back to school! ):
my only week of holiday (week3) is gone thanks to my gastric flu.
week 4 i got lessons for oral. =.= blahhhhhhhhh
i want to go now to do my stuff now.
bye!

> with you, by my side.

2008-06-13T09:10:00.000-07:00

the miles are just like us, getting further and further.
do we actually understand what we expect from each other?
let's just start from what the world expect from everyone,
no one actually knows because everyone is different in their own ways.
the word unique comes in here.
the world goes round because its round,
its natural and so call "meant to be". are we taking advantage of it?
having money always as the root of the problem, told the world how
wicked or evil or kind and even desperate people are.
many says "this is the way the world goes round"
i beg to differ. the world does go round and round and round and round.......
but now consciousness comes in. will you be guilty? will the sum of money you get from all the arguments, fights worth it? will you be happy? will you? will you? there are too many will you and i can't possibly list them all.
no, i'm not here talking like a preacher.
but this is really how i feel deep down inside.
because POLITICS EVERYWHERE are driving me crazy.
the power hunger seen.
the hyprocrite face hung everywhere.
fuck it.

2008-06-12T06:26:00.000-07:00

people whom have make a big difference to my life. (:
people really do come and go and leave footsteps
but who will really stay? (:
they make a big difference to my life.
they make me realise things and learn how the world goes round.
they told me how life goes.
woohoooo.
im still sick but yeah killing time. dont want to sleep whole day!
stupid gastric flu. ):