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hello, my name is charmaine.
this is my blog and i get to write whatever i want,
whenever i feel like to.
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enjoy readers!




Friday, October 27, 2006
been days since i blog.
was super duper lazy. haas!
sch holidays started already but anco cumin up.
means my sunday will all be taken up.
and i can't attend sharon's wedding.
tough decision thou.
choosing the 2 impt part of my life.
sj & family.
2nd day before sch close,
chiwawa,elmo,bao,me,mop,sotong got scolded by ms lee for ignoring her.
sae wad no respect and discipline. lameshit luhs.
stand for awhile nia den can go liaos. wasting precious time nia. cb.
then last day of sch.
know results liaos. cb more unhappy.
teacher's pet last min kena push up nvr retain.
cb. teacher's pet mah. wad to do?
the more i tink the more i not happy sial.
damnit. bias freak. cb dun wear wig liaos luhs.
worst then my helmet. =D
tok to you properly gimme attitude. nb.
you don't deserve the respect. NEVER.
chiwawa + elmo + duckie + bao + moppie = <3
never be replaced. (:
i'll remember each moments we shared.
our precious moments. (:


for now people,
TATAS~ (:

Monday, October 23, 2006
school ending soon = ANCOC starting soon = every sunday muz wake up early = camp coming = cannot attend sharon's wedding = SADD.

waaa today go sch machiam nvr go lyk tt.
play slp tok eat.
still play slp tok eat.
i pity jun ren. his spects broke cause sumone jump onto him?
our rabbit. " you is the where not happy with me"

then started throwing books and balls ard?
lol. the EYE BALL kena crushed? awws. sho sad luhs. xD
so craps. then ZOE brought her nail polish come sch.
hahaha my finger and thumb she help me paint. nice sial.
but the henna fanny and esha drew goin tuu fade off liaos. SADDED luhs.
after sch went VIVO with dawn. yeahs,saw sum ppl luhs. alot of ppl sial.
lol walk walk a while then go hme liaos. the play ground damn fun and nice luhs! serious. xD

its all worth it just to see your smile.
i always wanted to give it all up.
nothing seems to work.
at least i know now i can do stuffs to make you happy.
while you're happily enjoying im here suffering.
heartache.
don't ever say you understand.
no one will ever.
i love you. <3

for now people,
tatas~


Wednesday, October 18, 2006
as im still on medication i nida eat my recess.
elmo and mop fasting. sho i went with bear,horsee and samuel.
wth luhs bear and sam sho evil ask horsee to order for dem, then horsee have to carry 3 bowls. but see the way he carry... future veri bright luhs. =X
then "oh ya pei ya some" see who lose who clear the bowls. i LOST! i LOST!
ahhhh fark. lol but then moppie came and save me by askin me go put the thingy on the hand. duno wad ish tt call asoo luhs. in the end bear help me clear. thanks!! stupid samuel. =X disturb disturb. go fly kite luhs. =D
then esha drew those patterns on my hand. damn nice.
the elmo saw fan hand the pattern very nice then ask fan draw for her.
i see also veri nice then ask fan draw for me! hahaha
nice nice nice! serious. nice! =D i'll post a foto soon. haas!
yaya. then ms leong go her class alr she still doin half way for me.
hope she din get scolded by ms leong. sorry gurl. x
then aft sch went out with zoe lorhs.
sick still cum out. see luhs! went tiong with elmo to buy her shoes. HEELS.
lol. haas. had fun luhs go out. haas! tml no sch. stay hme slack sian lehs. alr stay hme 2 days liaos. LOL. sian until cnt sian liaos luhs.

zoe chose her path; the 2nd one.
now i guess its my turn.
its either i do anything to get you
or
TOTALLY forget you.
i choose the 2nd one.
memories, let's just take it all away first.
till one day fate bring us together,
i know we both will sit down and reminicse those sweet memories.
whether it will happen or not i don't want to know.
we'll see how fate plays its part.
GOODBYE MY LOVER. (:


for now people,
TATAS.


Saturday, October 14, 2006
ystd went back to sch aft 2 days of marking day.
my throat hurts like fcuk? throat infection.
went out wif jo aft sch meet someone. =D
ate waffles. nice nice nice. xD
aft tt went home. slack then go out again.
makan with family.
sit wif sumin they all. had fun def! hahahaha.
take fotos. throw stones. talk. play.
came back home. FEVER.
tts sho crappie. 38.5
stayed online till like 11.30 then went off.
chatted with some people online make me go bonkers luhs.
and now im chattin wif xing. hahaha threaten him to tell jeremy stuffs.
so fun. cause i always threaten him with jeremy.
stole his display pic. i really sian till lyk tt lorhhs.
being sick ish just sho crap. cnt go out cnt do this and that.
crap crap crap.

your sorry doesnt work on me again.
your words ystd hurt me.
you felt nothing but my heart broke.
i will and must try my best.
cant bear to but no choice. REALLY.
goodbye my lover.
for now people,
TATAS~

Tuesday, October 10, 2006
today last day of exams. physics paper.
ok luhs. was super tough? lol. paper 1 can do. paper 2 CMI.
as zoe pierce her nose.
len: zoe y ur nose so shiny?
*before zoe reply*
char: cause she polish her nose!
i got hit frm zoe cause i saed tt. CRAP! (:

aft paper,
go town,watch movie. lalala~
watch the wedding curse cause john tucker must die tickets sold out. LOL
we miss a so nice show. damnit. nvm. still got chance de.
went with elmo,woof,zoe. =D
then inside saw jiahui and one gurl frm echo`o5. *I THINK*
ok. woof, i got totally no comments. she listened MP3 half way of the show. scream before the ghost come out. wahaha.. guess she only watch the first part and last part.
elmo, PRO! no reaction at all! serious. she just stare. PRO rite? LOL.
zoe, betta still. bring mirror comb hair in the middle of the show. put lip gloss. ROFL.
ME! =) i SCREAM. many many tymes. till woof and zoe cnt take it. aft show keep complaining. sorry guys. geez

the show, was about wedding as mention in title. =D
is like eu cant get married when someone in your family dies until after the mourning period and also cant get married when ur siblings get married in the same year or the wedding will be curse. so SANDY's gd fren HELEN got married when her dad dies. her family persuade her not to but she still did as her husband ish a foreigner and not supertitious. her wedding was CURSED.
now sandy gets married. but she had a sister whom she doesn't know because she's her dad's mistress daughter. they got married in the same year. their wedding was cursed and one of them have to make a sacrifice in order to end the curse. corpse get missing...
watch it if you wana noe more. =D
p.s: woof,it doesnt sucks. xD

you know i miss you. ALOT.
i know i cant make you see it.
but actually im not even willing to let you see it.
im afraid that everything in the past,
would happen again.
would you understand?
cause, i myself don't even understand.
does it still matters?
our distance are getting further and further.
patience and confidence doesnt work on it anymore.
excuses is what i can give.
where's the concern?
where did those talkin goes?
will you still be there for me?
actually thats all i want to know. =)


for now people,
TATAS~

Monday, October 09, 2006
haas!
yippee tml last paper.
today's bio paper i tot easy but aft checkin ans. ok.
4gt it. confirm fail?
today,rabbit and bob dog during exam go toilet.
then chua came up and take ez-link card.
go toilet card kena confiscate. LOL.
see no logic luhs?
i failed my maths. 30+ congrats congrats! =D
wth luhs. give jeremy know he confirm disappointed de luhs.
before exams he told me cnt fail. muz pass.
i still tell him i can do i can do. *jeremy,dun scold me hor.*
now i fail.
chua still sae to mich. "char fail ah?"
die liaos like tt confirm kena blast on mon.
siao liaos luhs. fark.

i seriously wana give it all up.
i cant take it ani longer.
im hangin by a thread.
months and months and months.
how long more can i hold on till?
i no longer have the confidence and determination.
tts just me.
i guess now whether you will be with me when
this world starts spinning makes no difference anymore.
cause i just know you NEVER will.

for now people,
tatas~


Sunday, October 08, 2006
On these hands and knees I'm crawlin'.
Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing.
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me.
Heaven's gates won't open up for me
With these broken wings I'm fallin'
And all I see is you.
These city walls ain't got no love for me.


for so long, i know it isnt me. i guess it never was.
for how much i needed you.
it never works.
the sweetest memories don't last.
i love you. i still do. <3
you still don't know.
how am i suppose to let you know?
when the whole world starts spinning.
i know you won't be there.

for now people,
TATAS~

Saturday, October 07, 2006
today went to sharonn's hse.
sumone getting married ler lorhs?
today is the day that the guy side bring stuffs over to gurl's side and bring their stuffs to the new hse!
lalalas~ went there, saw wow so many things. sho traditional sial.
mandrin oranges,pillow and stuffs and many more. ribbon's done by my mum. lol. sharon made dim sum and sum desserts. nice nice. xD
aft everything went to sharon's new hse. NICE NICE. seriously i love it.
and came home aft everything.
slack at hme. slp and now over here updating my blog.
jas got me a new name.
CHARRMAONE.

nice nice? xD
at night went to grandma hse.
super fun sial. slack with sumin,suli,suyan & christ.
went to table tennis table and climb up and dwn. tts wad we always do! =D
it has been a long tyme since we play till so.............ROUGH!
haas. its the bond. we screamed,we shout. everything! haas.
fun,Fun,FUn,FUN!! =D
suddenly granddad fever. sighs. jus hope everything goes well.
thanks ling for ur words. <3
life's unfair. yeahhs.

the whole world got the rights but just not me.
i love you.
yes i do.
so much so much.
so long so long; i mean it.
<3

for now people,
TATAS~


Friday, October 06, 2006
today no paper! woohoo*
slack at home the whole day luhs.
miss you alot. <3
today also mooncake festival.
sho happy mooncake festival to everyone! : D
and ling,ais,bitche.
we nvr count down to mooncake festival lehs.
haas. wth, me and ling were talking about mooncake festival then she suddenly sae countdown go out. then i tot wad countdwn to mooncake festival. lameshiit luhs. =)
what i did today was : talk on fone,sms,on9,watch tv.
SIAN till lyk tt lorhhs.
was kinda piss off with some PEOPLE last nite. *see i nvr cal eu pig liao. =)*
nvm i dun wana tok abt it. he's sick so i cant be too much also. its jus a small matter aniway! TAKE CARE luhs. : D faster recover then can faster come disturb me liao if not sick no strength. haas! lalalas~

baby boy; fulfill my FANTASIES.
so long so long, its you that matters. <3
for now people,
TATAS~ : D


Thursday, October 05, 2006
today chinese paper 2 and geo.
ehs i din even went thru my geo man. only notes.
if pass it will be miracle. serious.
i was just plain lazy. i duno why and pls dun ask me why. =)

and here i wana thank bitche for giving me those hp stickers.
she decorate it till like *WOW* luhs. THANK YOU! =D
shiock. nice. <3

ling sae i laugh very loud today. but its not my fault lehs. its bitche luhs. finger nails sho long. push the tortise den drop at the sand in the shop. laugh until everybody cannot tahan. no wonder she sae she dun wana go bac to the shop. she PAISEH! =x haas. the saw a puppet duck which keep QUEKING none stop. ling sae she's gonna buy for me. =D i'll be waiting.... haha! yayaa and what countdown to mooncake festival. wtf?
*pigs roll in mud and goes oink oink.they nid wings so dey can fly to the moon and play among the stars. they also can climb bamboo.*
you tink can earn much by jus walkin pass a pond and keep queking? =D
tink tink tink tink.
jasmine sae by climbing trees, and squek and roll in the mud dun earn alot of money. hahaha! =D



In a wedding,there's always a bride and a groom.
we always thought they love each other thats why they got married.
and in dramas,the male lead will come out and snatch the bride away from her wedding.
everybody will then praise the male lead for doing that.
claps for male lead; insults for groom.
HAPPY ENDING.
had anyone EVER think for the groom?
had anyone EVER think for the another girl who loves the groom a lot?
she wouldn't even dare to tell him.
only watching him secretly.
doin things for him.
he cried. she's helpless.
when the mouse told the cat she loves him,
the cat told the mouse to shut up and go away.
the mouse then cried bitterly and walk away.
everyone blames the cat for hurting the mouse.
but did ever anyone saw the cat shed tears when he told the mouse that?
ANYONE ANYONE?


for now people,
TATAS~ =D


Tuesday, October 03, 2006
few days nvr blog liaos.
exam period sian luhs.

today CHILLI's bdae. aft F&N went mac eat breakfast with DOGGY. step out of sch.RAINED.then i suggested to jog to mac. hahas! in the end we run when we saw naaz and shaakirah with umbrella. wana "share" with dem luhs but den,5 person lehhs how tuu share? in the end also end up running to mac. NOT JOG. makan makan makan. outside still raining heavily. but we had fun. LOTSA fun man. =D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHILLI. <3

tml, maths paper. sian luhs.
tsktsk.

guess wad? woke pig head up today. one time nia wake up liaos.
FIRST TIME sial. first time. haas. NO more PIG liaos luhs. : DD

for now.
TATAS~