This month,
isn't a good month. tsktsk.
so many people die. =.=
went polyclinic today.
sigh, have to wait for my review @ skin center.
damn. now, 2 things to tell my skin doc.
basket. he will be like "huh!"
got excused from pe till april 8.
and after that will go skin center,
confirm got more excused from pe. basket.
and eunice!
the "big bulldog"
shhhhhh, don't let anyone know.
VERY PAISEH. =.=
the small girl so cute. ahahah.

eunice, don't worry i'm fine babe! (:
just wrote what i feel.
i don't know how to express it when i'm talking
so i express it all out here. heh.
don't worry. tell you more tomorrow! hohoho
thanks for agreeing with me.
many people puts on mask to cover their hyprocrite face.
well, as long as we know we are true to each other,
as not hyprocrites like some others -you know who-
ahahha. its good to just leave them alone.
because what goes around comes around.

to dear and agi peeps!
long time no see.
heard most of you went for today's counting day
omg, i miss you all so much!
*much love*
I WANT TO MEET UP SOON UH!
DON'T PUT AEROPLANE AGAIN.
hahaha! :DDDDDD

alright, school's in and holidays out tomorrow.
like what jasper say, weekends are so short!
BLAH.

xoxo

i sometimes even realise that
people around me,
including the ones i love like my family,
are putting on mask.
but mask don't cover up your hyprocrite face,
do they?
so you see, its really hard to trust people.
even family are like putting on mask. so ironic.
went for flag day today,
boring like anything. basket.
but nevermind, its for my cip hours.
super tired now,
gotta wake up like 5 in the morning tml. worst.
gotta go now.

> selfish individuals.

i just hate it.
what's the problem now?
you can make noise and distract everybody
and we can't uh?
common man.
you do that like its nobody business,
and it was merely a lil noise from me,
you lose your cool.
did anyone mention anything when
you, the fucker distracted everyone
or should i say distract people that
don't approve on whatever dirty lil secrets you have
and have done.
well, the world is round.
i believe in karma, retribution.
its almost the same.
don't think that everyone lives for you.
don't think you can manipulate everyone.
you're fucking not that great to do that.
and again,
the message goes out clear:
hypocrites like you shall rot in hell
damn you.

mask won't cover your fucking hypocrite face.
damn. life for you is so meaningful to stab people at the back.
how wonderful. perfect!
words from you don't make sense.
if you think,
acting like a spastic kid
is very cool,
you are insulting them.
i repeat, YOU ARE INSULTING THEM.
i've thought of a perfect career for you,
a murderer. since you like to stab people at the back!
well. this might not be a pleasant post and already have
polluted my blog.
i'm sorry if it has offended anyone
but, its my blog and i have to rights.
this message goes out clear,
hypocrites like you shall rot in hell.
i've said my piece.
great.

you taught me how to move on
& yet now, because its you,
it's just too difficult to move.
i just can't bear to let go.
i don't how to end it
when it didn't even start.
teardrops just can't seem to control itself.
hearing about people waiting for you
and more.
for once, i begged my tears not to drop.
the silence was indeed very loud.

i'm so lazy to update
and everything is like so dead. haha.
friday,
went school for PD meeting.
then off to tuition.
later on met crystal, eil and mdm
to go HQ for the loyang tua pek gong duty.
some pictures :

reached home 12plus going 1. slept 1 plus going 2.
woke up at 6.30am.
hahaha. went to see the fac teams train.
very disappointed for some reasons.
but like i say, i won't be going down already
but i will go down to see the competition.
so buck up teams! and jiayou! :D
went for house warming bbq @ colin's hse.
initially, was very depress uh!
feel like breaking down
but wth, in front of so many people.
imagine how embarrassing it will be.
after a while i was allright alr,
they never fail to make me laugh.
they were always there for me.
and i love them! :D
my darlings :

after a while,
i was quite bored.
so i do things to entertain myself-
as usual uh!
like walking like a sotong. =.=
its silly though!
took pictures that
i myself also don't know
why i took it.
pictures! :D
haha still got some tak glam pictures
and also some pictures that can't be uploaded
just afraid they might not like it
if i post. haha.
went out with fanny, elmo & boink on thursday.
watched the leap years.
pictures will be upload soon. :D
gotta go now,
tml, SCHOOL! shugs.
toodles.

rumours about you, ):

why is it when we are good,
we will be very good.
why is it when we quarrel,
which is like almost everyday,
we will be so pissed.
i like it when we are good.
and i hate it when we're not on good terms.
i seriously hate it.
@#@$#%%!#!$^&*O(*^$#$%$##$^%^&#@#^*((

> rock & roll baby.

I'M TALKING TO LIMKAIHENG NOW.
he say he rock. :D
right,
had chinese class this morning
the follow by f&n class.
and lastly- training.
can't believe it,
march holidays are so boring.
maths worksheets, coursework blablabla
i fucking hate olvls now. damn.

> and we can't go back because it won't be the same.

i think i just got a relapse of my old injury
from the soccer game on wednesday. ):
its like i'm walking on broken glass.

> i just want you to fall straight down and die.

common test i failed all my sub
except my english. but pass by 2 marks only.
my physics got 3/25. aint i pro? :D
top the class the last test,
got the lowest for this test.
failed maths and chinese.
the rest, don't have to take back
also know i fail.
straight f9. :D
i don't want to use my sickness as
an excuse for doing so fucking well.
but the fucking fact is,
i spend my time during common test,
coughing. damn.
2008 suck big time.
damn. my Os, gone case.
i'm like wasting my fucking time in class.

and so what even if i flunk and do badly
for my subjects and can't handle things?
what rights do you have to say others can't do things
when you didnt even let her try it out?
get this fucking clear,
i used to be very passionate about my work.
but so many things happen,
it makes me hate my work to the fucking core.
what makes you fucking think that
i will stay on?
LOOK, I WON'T STAY ON.
you are just too naive and STRAIGHT.
wouldn't you be much more happier without me?
and if one day the whole thing falls,
YOU ARE FUCKING TO BLAME.
and its none of my fucking business.
get it? (:
i'm not like the old me,
who worries for everything.
i can't be bothered now.
as long as i've done my part.
and thats the end.
because i can no longer fucking
stand YOU ALL.
telling me about the future plans and stuff
when you all never intend to change.
all you all do is lip service.
i once used to have a thinking of changing everything.
but now,
i don't even want to poke my nose into anything.
when you all didn't even give people chance to do things,
you all condem her.
fuck you!
you've got no rights!

went back to school after that 1 week mc.
still coughing like crap,
but so much better than when i was on mc.
feel so comforted and glad
with girlfriends around me.
i love you all so much. :D
thanks for all the concerns and love
you gfyys showered on me.
thanks for always being there for me.
i just can't stop thanking you all.
im just afraid if i'm gone,
i don't have the chance to tell you gfyys
how much i love you all. :D
anyway, went out with fanny! :D

ate donuts! :D haha
had fun that day.
crapping, shopping and joking around.

xoxo

charmaine is my name.
also known as duck.
Seventeen going Eighteen.
i laugh at my own jokes.
i've got a temper that i can't control.
i'm blunt.
GIRLFRIENDS is love.
and oh, i hate copycats.
period.
xoxo.