do you know how bad i'm feeling right now? or to you its just you,you & you?
10mths already. i've been tolerating for 10 mths already. don't you know that?
just to company you, exam time no matter how late it is, i'll make an effort to reply you.
i know i know i know! its impossible. its impossible. but i want you to know how i'm feeling. how did i feel when you told me everything about her. how did i feel when i know you used me to get her. its fucking terrible. have you ever feel the way i do? didn't i take steps back to wait? i'm not as noble as for some people whom can wait for a lifetime, my dear. i've got limits to everything. i'm not as strong as what you think. yes, i might be arrogant. but how about words you say? who am i to you? the past 10mths, didn't i not rush everything? didn't i feel the way you do? i'm always here for you. how about you? since when you're here with me? whenever problem occurs, i'm alone here. you know how bad isit?

assembly programme about oink & duck. hahaha. so cute. admit it luhs peep. but its lame. super lame. but its nice sitting behind some people disturbing people. [:

p.s, i didn't mean to throw my temper when you said my cca is gay! i just couldn't control.forgive me? okayy? continue playin your game. [: talking to you makes me smile. i appreciate it alot. thanks buddy! [: and sorry.

> don't show off how well you know me,
you'll never be the only one. (:

schoool is opening soon! so crapp. ): hate hate hate hate hate it. school sucks, teacher sucks, exams sucks! hahaha! so how's life peeps? [:
woohoo. peeps! enjoy your last day of holiday!!! hahaha.

tell me what to do? am i just used to all this treatment or i've already let you go. i want everything to go back to how it was before. midnight messages, chats, quarrels, phoneey, EVERYTHING! i know i can't do much but i'm happy i can do something for you. call me silly or whatever you want. i miss our memories. if ever one day, i can't rmb anything, i will still want our memories to stay still. i know, i know, i'm suppose to just leave. but i don't know luhs! sigh. good night people,

;blast you and your attitude,
i'll never come back.

we'd joy,we'd fun,we'd seasons in the sun/xoxo

>/& you're the main reason for my absence.

i've thought that this will be the final time we'll be meeting each other. but you told me you can't make it. nevermind, i've change my mind. and to be honest, i can make it. i really can make it next week! okayy. just that i don't want to see you. i'm sorry, but after seeing you i know i'll feel very bad. i'll have sleepless nights.i had enough for so many months and i cant take it anymore. i've been quiet abt it but that doesn't mean that you can continue to use your words and hurt me. but who am i to put a stop to all these bullshits? i am a nobody. i'll let go, give me more time. let me have all the time in this world to put all these bullshits back into position. (:

i stayed home the whole day. haha. guai right? stay home slack slack and slack. [:
today really not my day sia. i quarrelled with my dad. wtf?! and we are still not talking till now. wtf .i dont know why, i didnt do much today but i'm sleepy like as if i didnt sleep for one whole day. sigh. there's a corp meeting tml. i'm ready for it! woohoo~ but expect me to attend such meetings next year as a position of a CADET not officer, mind you. *DONT ASK ME WHY BECAUSE THE REASON IS CLEAR ENOUGH TO BE SEEN.* grahh.i realise that being too kind will led to be taken advantage of and be climbed over. thats not the point anyway. nevermind. i'm crapping again. haha. went back to school ystd mdm cheng gave 2 sets of sec4N prelim papers. difficult eh. don't who still tell me not very difficult. grahhh. got to go sleep now. yawnn. tc peeps! [:

01-02 june chalet @ changi. at first i was excited luhs but when days are nearing, i dont feel like going. maybe because on the 31st of may suppose to have a meeting but in the end cancelled. was very piss off by it. nevermind its over. haha.
normal lorh, spend the night there eating,crapping,playing and walking. hahaha. not very fun though. the worst chalet i ever attended. nevermind. then fucking stupid sia. at night went all the way back to changi for my dad's friends gathering bbq. i practically lost my voice luhs! wtf. DAMN boring can. the worst bbq i ever attended. wahlau. =.= i think go do food expo duty better then this chalet luhs. nevermind. hahaha. its over. came back zzzing. LOL. and boink msg me in the afternoon and called me, sorry i was slping. hahaha.
think am going shopping today because the great singapore sale is here! woohoo! hahaha. [:

charmaine is my name.
also known as duck.
Seventeen going Eighteen.
i laugh at my own jokes.
i've got a temper that i can't control.
i'm blunt.
GIRLFRIENDS is love.
and oh, i hate copycats.
period.
xoxo.