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hello, my name is charmaine.
this is my blog and i get to write whatever i want,
whenever i feel like to.
too bad if your fugly actions and thoughts appear here
if you're not happy, jolly well fuck off
because nobody told you to come here.
i urge you to think twice before spamming or leaving a comment
enjoy readers!




Monday, November 27, 2006
ystd,, last day of course. now camp ish nearing. "GREAT"
sir sae slack all we want till the camp. *WEE~*
after course went suntec. nothing to do sat at the fountain of wealth and enjoy their songs n lazer show. heh. nice nice super nice.
den can make dedication. some Z5 officers were there so wanted to surprise dem. heh. we made special request! (: they wasn't really surprise but enjoyed it. heh.
i just don't understand what some people are thinking. tsktsk.


when the whole world falls apart,
will you be there?
everybody have their own limits.
and i've reached mine.
i'm tired of waiting.
i don't have that patience.
thats just me.
days n months have pass,
you're still inside.
i've tried gettin over using many ways,
but all in vain.
allright, i've learn to take action and not wait.
i rather leave than to see you leave.
forgive me.
forgive me for my sudden departure.
forgive me for not confessing.
forgive me.
i just don't love you no more.
don't tell me anything.
i wana leave quietly.........



for now people,
TATAS~


Thursday, November 23, 2006
reachin dec soon. sho fast. 2nd dec class gathering! (: 3rd dec family gathering! (: ASHTON,JONATHAN,ALEX. all the cuties. xD
ritee, then 8dec-11dec camp!!! ahhhhhhh...
jiu now alot of meetings and stuffs. but my mum just somehow cant understand. don't know what is goin on man. urrggghhh.
and finally i'm 15!!! heh.
mdm wanling n mdm siti,xiuqun,denise and JO!
throw this big surprise luhs.
and thanks to cookie its spoilt. but hahhaa. i got real surprise luhs. thanks guys! thou the mood in the end was abit spoil luhs.
Just cant stand tt pampered bitch man! gettin angry n jealous over such small matter? what's the big prob? cnt go with one whole grp. muz seperate one mehs? cb.
spoil my whole day!!! but enjoyed with the rest luhs! (: bao nvr cum.
i <3 you guys man! heh.
bdae tt day went to work then took half da leave lorhs.
went lunch with bao then went to meet terence n malvin first to do the assignment. yaya. dodo. in the end all go der tok cock nia. -.-
haas then 5+ went to mit with the rest of the grp.
aft meetin went kfc makan. haas.
dinos gave me dis cake that ish made up of mashpotato,cheesefries & a piece of mushroom. thanks alot! (:
then aft tt went esplanade der walk walk. heh damn fun can? (:


cause whenever i needed you,
you will never be there.
not even once.
i somehow already got used to days
without you.
and how i wish this could just last.
it feels so magical,
just like the memories of yesterday.
this won't take forever.




for now people,
tatas~



Thursday, November 09, 2006
2nd week of holidays alr. so fast sia.
yeaa bdae cumin! (:
well 1st week of holidays : sj,dance,work.
sian ehs.
LOL. 3rd dec got "khoo ga gi lang" gathering.
ehs have been waiting for so long for another gathering lyk the kukup trip!.
woots~ i miss all of them!
ASHTON,JONATHAN,ALEX.
lol. all the cuties. ;D
cant wait cant wait. (:
spent my free time watchin goong!
hahaha. damnn nice.



i'm beginning to let you go.
cause i've accepted the fact.
"you'll never be mine"
let me survive thru.
i miss you. )):

Thursday, November 02, 2006

goin bonkers soon!
i don't know if what im doing is correct.
since its her that you want,
why ask me why do i wana do all this?!
you mean i'm not suppose to?
you didn't say so.
y are you so afraid?
i think i should be more.
cause,im afraid of losing you.
this frightening reailty never happens to you.
you don't know what im goin thru now.
i somehow realise that avoiding seems to be the only solution.
but why am i given such chance to see you so often?
how am i suppose to avoid?
so sick of the way you treat me.
hot and cold.
aint your toy you know?
"when we got to hide what we're doing"
"how will people reacts when they know"
i'm seriously sick of this.
seriously sick of it.
things will never be same as before.
i'll make this happen.
don't worry, that's for sure.
seems that the decision lies within me.
if that's the case lets just put a stop to everything.
stop at where we are.
history were our fond memories.
i love you.

for now people,
TATAS~