hello, my name is charmaine. this is my blog and i get to write whatever i want, whenever i feel like to. too bad if your fugly actions and thoughts appear here if you're not happy, jolly well fuck off because nobody told you to come here. i urge you to think twice before spamming or leaving a comment enjoy readers! |
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
didn't know you can make me feel this way.
you idiot. Tuesday, January 29, 2008
idk. Somehow, it just hurt badly. ):
xoxo Monday, January 28, 2008
fuck! i fail my maths. 5/30 clap clap clap* and now, i'm doing reflection. on how to improve my maths! and i have got no idea what to write! have to decorate up the class tml for cny. crap. see luh sabo me do notice board! thanks SARAH! :DDDDDDDD my GHOSTLY bestie. hoho. went for charity fair ystd. was call down last minute as they need people. was quite furious at first but okay after a while. anyway, its for charity! so why not! :D was hoping to see him, although i said i didnt want to. its kind of a mixed feeling. hmm. i'm still letting go, just give me some time. i don't like this feeling either. i feel the heartache. one year has passed, i'm still stuck at the same spot. feeling the same everyday. you really got me thinking. CHARMAINE PLEASE WAKE UP! urgh. .JPG) sweetest memories/xoxo
Saturday, January 26, 2008
people already give you a big clue,don't want. why can't you just UNDERSTAND!. urgh. allright, went for duty today. damn. i just hate today. boring duty. boring day. fuck siol, i just hate it. mother never teach how to appreciate what others do ah? fuck luh. you see, treating someone so well, what you get in return is worst than nothing. from today onwards, i'll just do my part i will not do anything EXTRA. when you do something extra, people will think otherwise. i've learn, it doesn't pay to be kind. people will just climb over your head. i'll do what my last year senior did. now i know the reasons behind her actions. damn i'm starting to hate it. toodles. Friday, January 25, 2008
     i hate school. say whatever you want, Sunday, January 20, 2008
       poser!!!! :D :D :D a love that was so true/xoxo have to go back to school tomorrow.
sigh, haven done my homework yet. had so much fun yesterday. althought yesterday wasn't meant for me luh but had really lots of fun. LOVES! (: Saturday, January 19, 2008
 uncle victor is back for a week!
ian is back too! but daphne & andreas ain't back. meeting everyone for dinner later! :D now, i'm crazy over rubik's cube. but i just can't figure out how to solve it. and i have to admit i'm stupid. haha finish reading "the fat girl" . the ending was not very nice. hmm. dreading to go school everyday. hate it when its maths lesson. i almost got caught for not handing in work. damn. its my last year and i don't want to get into any trouble. crap. hate it when mdm cheng nags. looks like 2008 isn't a good year. the starting is already so bad. the feeling of being betrayed, must have felt so good. xoxo Tuesday, January 15, 2008
a lil bitter, a lil sweet.a lil salty, a lil sour. she melted your heart. xoxo
Sunday, January 13, 2008
I'M THE BIGGEST FOOL EVER. ):
hate that i love you so Saturday, January 12, 2008
tear-ed. i still miss you so. xoxo Wednesday, January 09, 2008
on the phone with z now, she was absent today. was very tired today. sigh. my head is hurting badly. ): tomorrow going poly open house. and saturday got cca orientation. tsktsk. i'm attending sj's orientation not dance! LOL i've never once attended dance's orientation. :X sound so evil. HAH! i'm like missing taka. okay sound so stupid. but its much much better then school. i miss gary! the way he talks, make me think alot. and indirectly solve my problem. lol, ever since he went to his friend's pub to work, i didn't see him anymore. ): see like a big brother! ahhhhhhhh. >.<  and when hope was gone, Tuesday, January 08, 2008
 YES! i SCREWED UP MY BLOG! urgh! the skin didn't work out! oh fuck. so i have to change to this. nevermind. cookie monster is nice! (: Sometimes I find myself sitting back and reminiscing I’d tell you sad stories about my childhood Sometimes I wish we could just pretend tell me is this the end? Eyes down when you said I guess I need my life to change Seems like something's just aren't the same Was it something I said? Or something I never did? Or was I always in the way? Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay? a million people lie/xoxo
Monday, January 07, 2008
all these while i've been wanting to ask you many questions,just that i didnt have the chance to. i know you've got my blog url and i've lost yours. since you claim you didn't touch it for very long alr, i'm fine with it. nevermind. i've grown immune to the way you've treated me. i don't and won't ask for more. i dont understand why things i've done, people just don't appreciate it. roar! i have to admit, i'm those sort of person who worries for everything. i may be blunt person. i've got short term memory. i dont think twice before i speak. i think twice after i speak. i know i'm a weird weird person. i laugh at my own jokes. i can't stand not talking for one minute. my day wouldn't be make if i didn't laugh. even at stupid things. i can't stand not disturbing people. and maybe that is why people will find me IRRITATING! (: heh. i'm full of complains. i love to talk about things again and again and again. okay why i'm talking about myself. =.= school is extremely boring. recruitment drive is around the corner. finally get to wear no1. idk when i can wear it again. its like this is the 2nd time i'm wearing my no1. ROAR! was suppose to meet dear yesterday. in the end, was cancelled. ): i miss you dear. ): ): ): i miss agi peeps too! when's bbq?! QUACKKKK! :D and hey! today is elmo's 17th birthday! happy birthday!!!! :D  and i scream for you. Sunday, January 06, 2008
tomorrow's elmo birthday! :D tomorrow there is school. hate school. TRUCK LOADS! in fact hate queensway. hate that some level new discipline head. talk about her, super piss. nevermind. sometimes, i really wonder whether i've got the ability to control my temper. maybe its because idk how to cherish things and people around me. its a fact that i can't handle complicated relationships. how i wish the world isn't so complicated. so annoying. so everything! why can't the world be a simple place with all the kind souls.
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
 "sunshine and love be with you in rainy days i shall be with you love is no fool dreams come true" hahaha the ah wang song. saw it at some forum. its really funny. :D crap. first day of school was boring. tiring too. and lpy isn't our english, social studies and form teacher anymore. yay! yay! yay! i've been looking forward for this day since last year. :DDDDDDD okay i think its quite evil right? heh. i'm looking forward for this sunday. hope its still on guys. i miss you all so much so much so much. (: i miss dear! :D like damn long never see you all already luh. so hope its still on yeah. 2 more days to her death anniversary. ): > It’s like we’re going through the motions
Of the scripted destiny. if we ever learn to cherish and love, things might not be the same. i miss those times together. all i can do is dream. believe it or not, i wanted so much to go back into time, and it only happen in fairytale. if we love/xoxo |
