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hello, my name is charmaine.
this is my blog and i get to write whatever i want,
whenever i feel like to.
too bad if your fugly actions and thoughts appear here
if you're not happy, jolly well fuck off
because nobody told you to come here.
i urge you to think twice before spamming or leaving a comment
enjoy readers!




Thursday, November 02, 2006

goin bonkers soon!
i don't know if what im doing is correct.
since its her that you want,
why ask me why do i wana do all this?!
you mean i'm not suppose to?
you didn't say so.
y are you so afraid?
i think i should be more.
cause,im afraid of losing you.
this frightening reailty never happens to you.
you don't know what im goin thru now.
i somehow realise that avoiding seems to be the only solution.
but why am i given such chance to see you so often?
how am i suppose to avoid?
so sick of the way you treat me.
hot and cold.
aint your toy you know?
"when we got to hide what we're doing"
"how will people reacts when they know"
i'm seriously sick of this.
seriously sick of it.
things will never be same as before.
i'll make this happen.
don't worry, that's for sure.
seems that the decision lies within me.
if that's the case lets just put a stop to everything.
stop at where we are.
history were our fond memories.
i love you.

for now people,
TATAS~