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hello, my name is charmaine.
this is my blog and i get to write whatever i want,
whenever i feel like to.
too bad if your fugly actions and thoughts appear here
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because nobody told you to come here.
i urge you to think twice before spamming or leaving a comment
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Wednesday, May 07, 2008
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?
i promise for a happy post the next one. :D
hmm, ever had the feeling of you, on the edge of breaking down.
your mind just went total blank and all you can think about is,
E-scaping?! i had that when i had my physics paper today.
my mind went total blank.
i can't help but start whining again.
blah, not about how bad my life is,
because i still have my girlfriends around.
but i want to whine about. yeah, almost everything. =.=
REALLY AND SERIOUSLY with tinge of honesty,
i had enough of people telling me to study.
now, i got the urge to drop my studies and sleep all day long.
but i know i can't do that,
or i'll be labelled as the useless being having people to carry a heavy burden.
whatever it is, let me go on my own pace and let me know how i'm like suppose to
you know, study well.
and telling me what to do, because of a fact that, you all have been through it. blah! - like my mum. blahhhhhhh
i truely appreciate what you all have done for me, but sometimes, its not all about studying.
have anyone like care about what is happening to me? instead of like studying studying studying. its all about the mentality. let me chose what i want. i know my mids, its like all gone.
but im not regretting, just hoping to do better next time.
im not continueing this, im getting sleepy.
but really i appreciate. thanks people! :D
about my motivation to study, i've like hmm, tore it away.
so next im like gonna find a new motivation. :D
and i think i've found it. THE UPCOMING OLVL MT is my new motivation.
woohoooo.
toodles.