> it'll all get better in time.

> an arm length away.


you know, when my passion turns to hate,
its like i'm hating what i once used to be so passionate about.
i always thought "the saving life" feeling is so good. it is still.
but somehow, things really do change as time goes by.
its a feeling that i can't control.
i'm very sure this isn't a 三分钟热度 kinda thing,
just that things happen with unwelcome guest passing by. people always say things happen for a reason.
so, am i just being too paranoid or thinking i'm a perfectionist?
thinking that i want everything to be so perfect or am i really just thinking too much?
at this point of time, will there still be any impact for words i've said?
my words once used to.
okay charmaine, stop whining here.
:D bye!

to update more pictures :D


> tears and laughters brought us thus far.

> matters most to me.

went to zoo on the 18. (:
and got stucked in the rain for about an hour in the zoo. WASTE MY TIME.
but well, still enjoyed myself.
went with jo,denise and shanice.
i'm just tooooooo tired and lazy so,
LET THE PICTURES TALK PEEPOL! :D

just recovered from my gastric flu still feel bloated though. tsk.
had so much fun today.
went over kevin's place to play drums and guitar and the mic which can sing the song.
hohoho. wonderwall i got 100% :DDDDDD
the drums and guitar i almost died! nevermind.
woohooooooooooooooo. fun! :D
tuesday meeting up with sumin of a sneak preview for a movie. idk what.
wednesday going zoo.
thursday having a dinner and guess in the morning have to go buy presents. :D
ahahahahahhaa ian can't go. hahahahahahaha work work work.
friday, sat & sun idk what to do.
thennnnnnn back to school! ):
my only week of holiday (week3) is gone thanks to my gastric flu.
week 4 i got lessons for oral. =.= blahhhhhhhhh
i want to go now to do my stuff now.
bye!

> with you, by my side.

the miles are just like us, getting further and further.
do we actually understand what we expect from each other?
let's just start from what the world expect from everyone,
no one actually knows because everyone is different in their own ways.
the word unique comes in here.
the world goes round because its round,
its natural and so call "meant to be". are we taking advantage of it?
having money always as the root of the problem, told the world how
wicked or evil or kind and even desperate people are.
many says "this is the way the world goes round"
i beg to differ. the world does go round and round and round and round.......
but now consciousness comes in. will you be guilty? will the sum of money you get from all the arguments, fights worth it? will you be happy? will you? will you? there are too many will you and i can't possibly list them all.
no, i'm not here talking like a preacher.
but this is really how i feel deep down inside.
because POLITICS EVERYWHERE are driving me crazy.
the power hunger seen.
the hyprocrite face hung everywhere.
fuck it.

people whom have make a big difference to my life. (:
people really do come and go and leave footsteps
but who will really stay? (:
they make a big difference to my life.
they make me realise things and learn how the world goes round.
they told me how life goes.
woohoooo.
im still sick but yeah killing time. dont want to sleep whole day!
stupid gastric flu. ):

charmaine is my name.
also known as duck.
Seventeen going Eighteen.
i laugh at my own jokes.
i've got a temper that i can't control.
i'm blunt.
GIRLFRIENDS is love.
and oh, i hate copycats.
period.
xoxo.