hello, my name is charmaine. this is my blog and i get to write whatever i want, whenever i feel like to. too bad if your fugly actions and thoughts appear here if you're not happy, jolly well fuck off because nobody told you to come here. i urge you to think twice before spamming or leaving a comment enjoy readers! |
Thursday, October 30, 2008
To: duck. I THOUGHT I COULD TURN TO YOU. i was so wrong. i just read your blog. now i know what exactly happen. why didn't you tell me? i thought you know that i'm always here to listen? i'm having stupid moodswings. how am i suppose to tell you that i was wrong about you. i would rather you blow your top at me instead of giving in to me. i know you controlled you temper. i know you wouldn't blow your top at me. but i would rather you do so. i blame myself for being so insensitive to you. i blame myself for only wanting you to be there for me, and blaming you for not being there. i'm really sorry. i just so stressed up. i'm bursting. idk who to turn to. i knew i could turn to you. but i was insensitive. i'm sorry. tears just flow. i can't control. just so stressed up. But i've all along regarded you as my best friend.
And will always be. i just hope now you'll be allright. and cheer up! |