> to be strong healthy and free from worries.


i realise that i don't grow stronger after accepting facts that i can't accept.
instead i grew to learn that humans are materialistic, cold and heartless.
they will do anything, everything for the sake of money.
its true and i agree that we need money to survive. especially in this materialistic country.
i always thought that falling down and getting hurt are part of growing up.
yes, somehow it is.
falling down and getting hurt also plays a big part of losing self-confidence and often being more paranoid. money is often a cause of big trouble. its like the friction that causes the matchsticks to be lighted up.
polictics in school, office and organisation even cca are often seen.
in conclusion, anywhere that have humans living together, there will be politics.
polictics as in people aiming to be first and quarrel with on reason etc, i think you know what i'm talking about. when someone have the power hunger to do things (like vampires craving for human blood), they tend to err more than usual
people always say that human life is already tough enough, why do we still have to be so serious? but when people joke around not getting serious, they would flare up.
maybe you would say that there's time for everything and stuff like that.
many words and phrases are just excuses for one's lie or lazyness.
now, i'm just writing how i feel because i realise that its difficult to accept a fact that will spoil a relationship. but you know, running away isn't a good choice afterall. WHAT AM I THINKING? IDK. HAHAHA.

charmaine is my name.
also known as duck.
Seventeen going Eighteen.
i laugh at my own jokes.
i've got a temper that i can't control.
i'm blunt.
GIRLFRIENDS is love.
and oh, i hate copycats.
period.
xoxo.